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Tue, 01 Nov 2005 02:19:19 GMT

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

me as a kid:

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 07:22:14 GMT

quick update.

two things.

1. we got another frog. and we named them.
Chiller and Pickle.
chiller=rj's.
pickle=mine =)

2. i cut my hair today.
you might be surprised when you see it.
dying is next.
brunette.
mmmmm.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 02:17:30 GMT

me and rj bought a pet today =)

shes a firebellied toad and she has red fingernails. we havent named her yet tho, so any suggestions would be appreciated.

this is what her belly looks like

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:10:01 GMT

GOING AWAY PARTY
this friday. 8pm. my house.
call for directions. 480-239-9652
ice cream bar. come&go.
(target giftcards appreciated)
=)

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 16:21:51 GMT

so im home from italy =)

ill post some pics soon.

i missed everyone soooo much.
especially my bff,
my hispanic american,
and most of all- my honey <3

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 06:15:13 GMT

i went back to work today. it blows.
i dont have any time with my kids.
it just isnt the same as it used to be.
all i do is sit. and observe.
and make myself available for the possibilty of an errand.

so lame.

i just dont know how much of this i can handle.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 06:08:50 GMT

i just got back from the happiest place on earth!

(a tribute to my whiteness...)

welcome to california!!!!

(i got to eat at rubys!!!)

(the castle was all pimped out!)

(sarah this is for you!)

Tue, 31 May 2005 07:43:10 GMT

when i said "things just got weird"
that didnt even begin to describe it...

poor tys bed has been tainted =(
hopefully he'll see the humor in that someday soon.

i am getting information overload
and its amusing, but im not sure if i like it.

either way, life is good.
mellow.
calm.
tranquil.

its great.

Sun, 29 May 2005 08:12:40 GMT

HEY DOUCHE (in the words of arnold)
how bout you stop making fun of my friends

i cant even tell you how much i would LOVE to see them beat your ass. honestly.

in other news, school is over. forever.
its a bittersweet feeling.
hard to describe exactly.

this weekend has been awesome.
heather and kerry's party on friday with sarah and mike.
saw lots of familiar faces =)
it was really nice.

then tonight- girls night. oh heck yes.
with jane caitlin page rachel and some other girls that i didnt know til tonight.
we watched sex and the city and ate junk food and talked about boys!!
<3
then i left and hung out with my boy =)

whoop whoop.

i love you guys.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 02:44:57 GMT

i love life.

i love sarah
and i love ty.
and i love becky jessica cassi arnold blaine richard jacob bennie vann tony mike vana erika ryan

i love my job too.
all last week one of my kids was asking me if i lived in a castle.
at first i didnt think much of it, but he kept asking.
so finally i asked him why he thought i lived in a castle.
"because you are a princess, and thats where princesses live!"

tell me something you love

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:30:18 GMT

prom pictures.

got a little camera happy...

i call this one the "I'm with Stoopid" pose. :)

saw lots of cool people...

(this is me impressing bennie with my madcrazy photography skills)

congrats mike!!

and i thought the museum was an excellent location choice.... even tho it got hot and i spent the whole time standing in line for pictures....

i cant wait to get our pictures back!!

and im sad that i didnt get pictures with most of my amazing friends: arnold erika vana tony becky jessie blaine siena cassi jacob trevor madison
...
sorry guys, i suck at life.

<3 hope everyone had a good night!

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 06:59:10 GMT

im the luckiest girl in the whole world.

its the simple things in life that make me the happiest.
like letting him drive my car with his hand on my leg.
and my spongebob watch.

or dressing up like barbie for the sake of prom :)

the best thing about my dress: it was only $30! <3
it is awesome- too bad that is a bad picture :(
i still need to go back and get the hoop skirt to go underneath it tho.
im excited for prom.
im even more excited about wearing my BLING with my dress.
(ill post a picture of that later) <3 <3 <3

i am soooo happy right now.
and in just a few hours ill be at tys house waiting for the sun to come up with good friends.

Life is Good!

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 07:33:58 GMT

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day

We should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
something in the way that blue lights
on a black night can make you feel more
everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be
Just like you and me

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til
St. Patrick's Day

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 22:29:19 GMT

(this picture reminds me of a chicken)

cassi j. had the BEST costume EVER!!

she was a pregnant mexican :)

thanks girls for a KILLER night :)

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 07:43:07 GMT

oh man. the party tonight was freakin awesome.
cassi wins the costume contest!!
ill post pics as soon i as i get them from sarah B!

til then-

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn

What is yo name?

Yo gangsta name be

Cracka Jack Snappa

You ride around in a

Neon Pink H2 Hummer

Yo gang

The Yakuza

Yo shoes be

Stiletto heels

Yo dubs be dis big, fool

1,952

How much money you got?

$4.53864880236746e+26

How gangsta are you, bitch?: 93%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

post yours.
<3

ps- vann is the coolest.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=5563490518#ebayphotohosting

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 04:25:25 GMT

heres a taste of my weekend.

no pictures of the boys from morp.... gotta get those from tony :)

of my weekend.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 01:14:11 GMT

so i found dereks lj, and he posted this link
http://www.impulsenine.com/homepage/pages/shortstories/memento_mori.htm
its a realllly good short story. give yourself some time to read it.
and after you do, comment on this entry and tell me what you thought of it.

"After all, everybody else needs mirrors to remind themselves who they are. You're no different."

But the passage of time is all it takes to erode that initial impulse. Time is theft, isn't that what they say? And time eventually convinces most of us that forgiveness is a virtue. Conveniently, cowardice and forgiveness look identical at a certain distance. Time steals your nerve.
~*~
This is the tragedy of life. Because for a few minutes of every day, every man becomes a genius. Moments of clarity, insight, whatever you want to call them. The clouds part, the planets get in a neat little line, and everything becomes obvious. I should quit smoking, maybe, or here's how I could make a fast million, or such and such is the key to eternal happiness. That's the miserable truth. For a few moments, the secrets of the universe are opened to us. Life is a cheap parlor trick.
~*~
Scratch that. It's not so much that you've lost your faith in time as that time has lost its faith in you. And who needs it, anyway? Who wants to be one of those saps living in the safety of the future, in the safety of the moment after the moment in which they felt something powerful? Living in the next moment, in which they feel nothing. Crawling down the hands of the clock, away from the people who did unspeakable things to them. Believing the lie that time will heal all wounds—which is just a nice way of saying that time deadens us.

But you're different. You're more perfect. Time is three things for most people, but for you, for us, just one. A singularity. One moment. This moment. Like you're the center of the clock, the axis on which the hands turn. Time moves about you but never moves you. It has lost its ability to affect you. What is it they say? That time is theft? But not for you. Close your eyes and you can start all over again.

morp was fabulous! the rain really made it a perfect night.
me and my home depot coworker/date looked pretty hot :)

i love a lot of things right now. i wish i could talk about all of them but i think that would ruin their value. some other time.

<3

hope everyone is enjoying the weekend!

Happy Birthday Arnold and Mike!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 20:56:27 GMT

we rocked out in the car last night.
JJJJJEEEELLLLLOOOOOO!!!!
im so happy i could spend my friday night with people i love
and who love me back :)

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 19:27:26 GMT

osco drug has chocolate covered fortune cookies for valentines day. im intrigued.

i want to go buy that pretty vase from target (sarah knows.)
and then i want flowers to go inside it.

(cornelius is still alive. but im in the mood for some color)

im happy that we met sienna.
she is cool and i love her.
her birthday is tomorrow and i need to get her something.
something COOOOOOOL!

then arnolds birthday.
then mikes birthday.
then taylins.
and then a month from now, MINE.

i love you. lets hang.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 04:01:23 GMT

guilty pleasure:

i love lindsay lohans new song.

~*~

My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye....

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 15:28:13 GMT

im the cutest chipmunk youve ever seen!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:30:27 GMT

well... i just finished my last supper at tys house. coldstone ice cream rocks.

tomorrow i go under the knife. if i never i see you again, remember this- i will always love you (most of you).

and if, on the off chance, i do recover im looking forward to the pudding!

asenath- i havent heard from you. i hope you survived!

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 05:51:07 GMT

bahahahaha!

i love you guys.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:04:26 GMT

1. Go through the last 12 months of your LJ.
2. Find the first sentence (or two) of the first post of each month.
3. Post it

January:
whoa- i cant even describe last night.

it started out SOOO bad and then got SOOO good!!

February:
ok everyone.

last night was SO perfect!! BE JEALOUS!

March:
saturday night was so much fun!! i went to courtneys house to get ready for a party at laurens house and erika met us.

April:
If you really love someone, won't you always love them? Isn't there always some part of you that reads their horoscope in the paper everyday?

May:
the SATs werent so bad...
i finished all the sections and only left about 5 or 6 blanks.

June:
yay so im finally moved and our internet is working!

July: (haha so emo)
wow i hate crying.
i hate hurting.
i hate myself right now too.
i hate missing people
and i hate coming home after everything has changed.

August:
in addition to my post from this morning, i have pictures from last week when i went out to dinner with my cousins.

September:
listening to "american girls" over lunch, courtney says um.. what is this song about?

"american girls..."
-OOHHH... like the dolls??

October:
last night went to erikas for a Mean Girls movie night. arnold left an all boys party to come hang out with us and be the only boy. courtney came after work and vana was there too.

November:
i had a freaking awesome day today!!

December:
this last week i was super busy planning erikas surprise half birthday party which turned out awesome btw. im so glad everyone came and that she didnt have any idea it was happening. ty you are the coolest and i will make you dinner soon.

well that was fun.

im about to call sarah so we can go chill (again!) and use my starbucks giftcards for some hot chocolate or a passion lemonade :)

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 05:34:10 GMT

im listening to the Garden State Soundtrack.
and at this moment, im absolutely happy.
life hasnt been exciting or spectacular lately,
but ive been surrounded by people i care about.
and thats what counts.

All the lights on and you are alive
But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned
But you don't know
You don't know the greatness you are

Cause Blue Eyes
You are destiny's scene
Cause Blue Eyes
I just wanna be the one

tell me you love me.